I still hate you.

Trust. What do we actually know of it?

We know nothing about it until its broken. As cynical as this can get, but I believe in the phrase : "every man for himself".
Yet in order to survive,we have to learn how to depend and trust someone. It is a cycle. A chain that has been established way before mankind. When do we start and stop trusting the ones close to you?

As much as I don't wanna think about it, someone told me something earlier that has striked my chord. Just these words : be careful.
Wasn't meant for me, but it triggered my conscience. Everyone can pretend, everyone can fake it. Hey, it's a dog eat dog world. I pretend too. I fake too. You never know what's in the minds of strangers or even your best friend's or even your loved ones'.

I gotta learn to trust myself more than anyone else. I gotta learn to survive on my own. I gotta learn that no one is going to help you when you need one. I gotta learn to listen to my instincts and look through the kindness of my friends, family and colleagues. I gotta learn how to be cynical. They have their motives behind that laughter, the smiles and their helping hands.

I'm gonna repeat this mantra daily. "I trust no one but myself and God".