Sun-day.

Sundays. It marks the end of the week,which can only mean that the next day it's the start of a new one. I love Sundays, its just that feeling when you wake up in the morning and know that you can laze and sleep as much as you want and everyone would understand. Haha. You know your friends are spending time with their families and you feel happy for them. I can lie on the sofa, watch as much tv with mom without her nagging too much. Because like I said, they would understand.

I think I'm having diarrhea. I berak like about 4-5 times today, must be the yellow ginger chicken yesterday at Thai express haha. Must be la, what else. On the bright side, my stomach feels flatter haha. It was actually a good Saturday, spent time with Aznan watching underworld, though I arrived really late. I really have a bad time management. But I think I'm not as bad la. I drove and ran as quick as I could, and as usual he was waiting patiently (but this time he looked a bit pissed) haha. Apologized profusely and as usual he accepted (well I think so). So after which we went bowling! It was really fun and he had to show off and win me. Typical. Haha. Never knew I could have so much fun with him alone. It was as if the rest didn't matter when we are together. He is so much of a friend to me, besides being my love. I can be silly and lame and funny with him. I can be anything I want when I'm with him. I'm clumsy, sometimes forgetful, and I am pretty slow at times. Haha. Really. And I don't know if he minds me being like that because at the same time he's my boss too. I get distracted easily when that happens I tend to forget things. I am a dreamer and I daydream alotttt. Hahaha. Think I should start focusing on things that really matter now and leave the rest, my future in the hands of God.

Az bought me a new and really pretty dress and I love it so much. Im not saying it just because he bought it for me, but really I like it. Size 20 was a bit toooo big for me btw. Haha. Well, I think he should stop buying me things. He's spending too much on me and it feels weird. I know I can never repay him with monetary value, and I really feel bad. That is probably one of the few reasons I would want him to let me go. Because I don't want to feel indebted to him. With all the things that he bought and spent on me, I've never felt like this and I wish so much I could share it with someone. I feel that I dont deserve all these at all. But of course, whenever he surprises me with gifts, I feel like a princess haha. It makes me happy and I feel bad. Haha. I don't wanna sound so spoilt.

Well anyways, I came across helmi's new gf on Facebook. And she doesn't loooook like helmi's kind. Haha. What's with guys digging baobei girls nowadays. Haaa. And strangely I was jealous. I got really jealous when I saw it. Not that I'm jealous that they are together. But I was jealous that he can openly and freely put that he was in a relationship with her on fb. Like he had moved on and can tell that to everyone.
I have moved on too but I can't tell anyone. Haaaa. That probably sucks. So I was jealous.

Ok goodnight, my arm is still aching from the bowling game! Haha.