I caught a movie earlier in the afternoon with someone i knew over the net. The outing turned out to be surprisingly good. Movie was awesome. Vanilla latte was just right. Dinner after that was great. The conversation we had while having our take aways(mcdonalds)in the middle of east coast park,was indeed refreshing.
BUT why oh why do i feel something is missing?
Like something is not right?
Like i am thinking of someone else instead?
Goodness gracious me.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
2112.
Life is all about making decisions. After given a certain number of choices,you decide. You decide whats best for you,you decide if it benefits you in the long run,you decide under forced circumstances.
There are many decisions I have made in life that have got me wondering on the why's and the how's now. Why did I blatantly agree to it?How did I actually got to the idea of doing it?
A friend told me that sometimes you decide on impulses.But how can you decide on impluse when you have already been proposed with choices in the course of a good sufficient time?
Then again,mabye the decision is made because it seemed that it was the best choice out of so many others and the most appropriate at that present moment.
I am at an age where i believe that there are many other opportunities out there for me. I can do things that i want if i put my mind to it. I am willing to learn and i dont whine when i have to work extra longer.I just cant stand the fact that i have to drag myself to do something that i don't like doing. For what?
Why do something if it doesnt give you the ultimate sense of satisfaction?If it doesnt make you happy?
I know realistically,life is not how it seems to be. You work because it pays the bills. You go to school because everyone else is doing it and you want your name in that list of honor roll. At the end of the day,whatever for?
Ok,back to being practical and realistic:Money,Fame.
I cant argue with that,obviously.
Decisions are,as i believe,define the outline of your future. You make a wrong one,you can still edit the structure by presenting yourself with new options. However,if you stay put,and still want to be stuck in a situation whereby you dislike,then just prepare yourself to die a painful death.Slowly and surely.
I have decided to forgo the idea of being practical. The idea of being timid. I want to decide on things that matter to me,that will bring me somewhere in the near future. I have made too many wrong decisions in the past years that i want to redeem myself now. Be it relationships,be it school,be it career. I want to eradicate my indecisiveness,and start deciding on my future.
Another friend of mine also said to me: "The consequences of our actions change the course of time"
It simply means that if i have not made those wrong decisions,I wont know the exact feeling of being in a relationship,the hurt and the joy that goes hand in hand,the enjoyment of hanging out with good girlfriends back in the polytechnic,and most of all the new friends i have gained and loved when working in this company that i regret joining in the first place.
But nonetheless,ENOUGH with the wrong decision making already.
It is time for me to do things that i love,so i could stop whining everytime i think of work.
To hell with that $2,664.
There are many decisions I have made in life that have got me wondering on the why's and the how's now. Why did I blatantly agree to it?How did I actually got to the idea of doing it?
A friend told me that sometimes you decide on impulses.But how can you decide on impluse when you have already been proposed with choices in the course of a good sufficient time?
Then again,mabye the decision is made because it seemed that it was the best choice out of so many others and the most appropriate at that present moment.
I am at an age where i believe that there are many other opportunities out there for me. I can do things that i want if i put my mind to it. I am willing to learn and i dont whine when i have to work extra longer.I just cant stand the fact that i have to drag myself to do something that i don't like doing. For what?
Why do something if it doesnt give you the ultimate sense of satisfaction?If it doesnt make you happy?
I know realistically,life is not how it seems to be. You work because it pays the bills. You go to school because everyone else is doing it and you want your name in that list of honor roll. At the end of the day,whatever for?
Ok,back to being practical and realistic:Money,Fame.
I cant argue with that,obviously.
Decisions are,as i believe,define the outline of your future. You make a wrong one,you can still edit the structure by presenting yourself with new options. However,if you stay put,and still want to be stuck in a situation whereby you dislike,then just prepare yourself to die a painful death.Slowly and surely.
I have decided to forgo the idea of being practical. The idea of being timid. I want to decide on things that matter to me,that will bring me somewhere in the near future. I have made too many wrong decisions in the past years that i want to redeem myself now. Be it relationships,be it school,be it career. I want to eradicate my indecisiveness,and start deciding on my future.
Another friend of mine also said to me: "The consequences of our actions change the course of time"
It simply means that if i have not made those wrong decisions,I wont know the exact feeling of being in a relationship,the hurt and the joy that goes hand in hand,the enjoyment of hanging out with good girlfriends back in the polytechnic,and most of all the new friends i have gained and loved when working in this company that i regret joining in the first place.
But nonetheless,ENOUGH with the wrong decision making already.
It is time for me to do things that i love,so i could stop whining everytime i think of work.
To hell with that $2,664.
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