Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Cremation.

7 Months, that was all it took to date someone else. After 3 and a half years of a bittersweet relationship, after saying that no other person is going to make you feel as loved, after all the intimate moments, and all it took was merely 7 months for you to get over it.

WHY AM I ANGRY AT THE SITUATION THEN WHEN I WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED IT TO END?

I don't know, I can't explain myself anymore. I just feel so betrayed. So stupid for wanting a perfect relationship when i myself cant make it work to perfection.
I am just angry at the fact that you could start to love someone else already. At the fact that you did not wait for at least a year to get over our relationship. At the fact that I am still hoping for myself to change so we could make it better.
At the fact that i still love you.

4 years taken away to realise that I would end up in this sorry state.
So much for the crying and the begging and the promises.
So much for everything.

I have deleted you off from my contact list, from my day and night dreams.
Goodbye, i shall never speak of you again.
That, I promise.

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