Shallow Marshmallow

As it is, I am not smart. I try to be,though. Or rather, I act smart.
I can't stay focused on one subject,my attention span is pretty short actually.
Sometimes,when people talk to me, I do not know what to answer.
Cos most of the times, I am afraid they won't get me. I cant form a proper sentence neither in english,nor malay. I would use singlish to explain things,or to get a point across.
And when they dont understand me, I would say "NVM la". Effort is never made,too plain lazy?
Yes,probably.

I get interested in things easily, but also to lose it quickly. Lets say, I find the outerspace,the orion,the cluster of stars, the auroras, the history of mayan civilisation fascinating BUT that reading up on those things to feed my acute thirst for knowledge will last,say 5 minutes?

The thing is,i am shallow-minded (notice i didnt insert "quite or pretty" before shallow) because I know I am,sadly I have to raise the white flag and admit this.
I do not like to think,it exhausts me. I say and act without taking a good few seconds to think. Like a pencil which is not sharpened, I can,too, be considered that way. BLUNT.

I think simple,like all the preceding examplary entries i made, I use basic english words.
Nothing too hard,for you to copy paste the word and google it.

Henceforth, I am not deep. I dont understand poetries and the meanings behind it,although I understand art is subjective. Literature is not my forte, even if i love the subject so much,for me to say i suck at it.

So there,I am a dimwitted,not-so-bright-but-i-think-i-understand-you kinda girl.
Period.