I love being alone.I dont have to act nice,I dont have to succumb into doing favours for anyone and best of all,I get to do things that no one can see.I can entertain my own thoughts,I can sit and stare at my handphone for as long as I want.No one will ask neither will they think i'm pathetic.
I am single now,I should be happy I am free.
I SHOULD.But am i really?
Now,don't get me wrong.I am happy.Like I said,I can do anything I want to.I can just refuse to go out if I dont have the mood or I can lie to my friends im sick or busy or simply tired.
Maybe the reason why I think I am not happy is because I am lonely.
At times.Like now.
Therefore,this is the time I have to and NEED to overcome this loneliness on my own.
The irony of it.
Overcoming loneliness alone.
I am alone,yes,but i still have my tv,my cigarettes and myself with me.
So nothing else matters,anyway.
