The oath.

A quick update on what has been happening on my side here:
My cousin's wedding went pretty ok,although things that we did not expect to happen,happened.
Do not wish to elaborate on it because there is no point bearing any grudges.
WELL OK,my sister and I actually missed the solemnization ceremony.For a very silly reason.
And that was to fetch my uncle at Tampines.
HA.So for that,we did not make it in time to actually cry,to weep to do all the things cousins and families do when one of their beloved family member or relative get married.
Oh but i did cry for the wrong reason though,when I found out it was over.

The wedding dinner was chaotic.The number of guests that turned up was more than that in the guests' list.The cars parked on the driveway were messy.Our tables were taken up by unknown guests.So on and so forth.

Nevertheless it was a beautiful night,adorned by the chandeliers and the decorations that were put up by a team of dedicated people.My cousin looked like a million dollar on that sultry night -minus the 35k wedding ring that was on her finger.HAHA.IDIOT.The diamond is big la.

The celebration ended in style,a perfect kickstart to their enchanting married life.
I wish them well,maytheygrowoldtogether.
Haha.

And yes I have been busy with my neverending project.
Sighs.

PS:I had a super super weird dream yesterday night....

Picture Perfect.

That tranquility,and the idyllic scenery,with the bright shades of colours,the divinity of the whole atmosphere,the loud silence piercing through the fresh air,the sweet smell of infinite freedom,the waves crashing in,bringing many stories and dreams along with it,the vast sky covering the uncertainties of life,the shafts of golden sunrays illuminating the place,enhancing the vibrancy of everything,the green leaves dancing, following the rhythm of the breezy wind,the fine grains of white sand,making the place look so flawless.
The perfection of this beauty,it deserves so much more.
And somewhere in that picture of perfection,lies a glimmer of hope.

That is where I want to be.

Like a stone.

I am back with the ex and I myself do not know if i really do have doubts about it.

Maybe its for the better.Maybe its time to forget my wants and focus more on my needs.
Maybe he is the one who actually sees and listens.
Maybe I don't give a fuck about anything else.Maybe I should put aside everything else.

When i get what what i need,but not what i want.
I am stoned too.

nicotine and caffeine.

Ive not been updating my blog as I have been busy with my project.And my effort has come unnoticed because apparently its not up to the standard that my supervisor has set for me.Well,I second that actually.Haha.I dislike the outcome of my hardwork.Not that I spent the whole day doing it.Asked zizie countless times regarding the templates and the flash animations.Practically everything la.Maybe I should just spent a few good dollars on her and let her do it for me.Hmmm.A good thought,isnt it?Haha!
So how pretty zizie?Haha.

I cant wait for the 28th.Something exciting is going to happen.Ha!

And I just realised that coffees and cigarrettes are the two causes for my daily morning visits to the toilet.
Yes,first thing in the morning.

Ugh,have the feeling i'm going to visit it again now.
Haha.