Nightlife

Animals are the prettiest living creatures on planet earth.
They beat humans hands down.

Ladies and Gentlemen,boys and girls,
Welcome to the world's first Night Safari.

walk a mile in my shoes

I had a really good talk with atiq last night,sitting by the pool under the midnight sky,with no stars in sight. We discussed about life in general.The gain and loss of friends,the troubles that we sometimes face, relationships that tend to get annoying, and the happiness we both get at the end of it all.

And we have come to a conclusion:
Ultimately,its my choice,and no one can ever decide that for me.
If any unhappiness were to cross my path,in the near or distant future,
let it be my mistake.

I am happy in my own little way.

swimming

I am totally stuffed.Just had late dinner,was not really hungry but the steamed fish really tempted me to a point that i could not resist anymore.Today was just another ordinary day. The love is working late and i MUST call him later.Of course,to hear his voice and hope he is doing well in his office.
Did the usual thing today.Sent my sister to work,fetched my mom from work,went to visit grandma,drove mom home and off to meet one of my bestest girlfriends,fadillah,to have some random chats and then sent her home.
Her french pal awaited her at home.So bloody fun!
Well,im just too lazy to elaborate further.

I'm going to have a swim with my new found friend,and now we have become the bestest,and she happens to be my brother's current girlfriend.

So catch ya later!

the start of a new beginning.

It has been awhile since i last updated this blog.Three months since the last update?Ha.
So here i am,infront of the tv,trying to enjoy powerpuff girls but failed,going through blogs,reading on others' entries on their daily lives,i could not help but to think,what actually happened within the last three months that i literally went missing?

I came across an old friend's blog and somehow,for whatever reason,i regretted actually reading it.Perhaps,the nasty things that he wrote, indirectly, about me. I said indirectly because my name was not mentioned but,i promise,it was me that ex-friend was referring to. You know,its sad to call a friend an "ex-friend" when I,myself, have never believed in disowning a friend. No,wait,it was me who was disowned.

I choose not to believe that i have taken the friendship for granted, in fact i vehemently disagree with everything this ex-friend said. What right does he have to say that everything i had was an icing on the cake?that i do not appreciate the finer things in life?
I know I would always confide in this ex-friend whenever I was faced with problems,or when i could not get practical on the whole idea of life,but what had he lost?
Was it time?was it money?was it his saliva?or was it his trust?
Then i would ask again,what trust?
I was not the one who went missing. I was there all the time. I was even thinking about our friendship almost every single day. So,do not solely put the blame on me.
I am not angry or even close to getting mad. I am just disappointed. And definitely sad.
Whatever happened to that cheers of friendship we had a few months back.

But i am happy with the way things are now. I can devote all my attention to the other half, and not think about the importance of friendship.
I can count the number of friends that i have and i am blessed with the love i have gathered along the years.
Now,i shall not be bothered with others and their lives or the thought that friends are for life.

My childhood friend is the friend that will always be and foremost cherished.
I love you,Hani.

And to that ex-friend of mine,
thank you for the sweetest of memories.