Ugh.

Sighs.I am not trying to be whiny here or anything but seriously i want my break now.I need it.I have been yawning since God-Knows-When.And i need to stretch myself,i need to give my bum some fresh air.
The reason that we are being held from going for our break is stupidly because some visitors are coming and they are going to be walking around the lab.And so,we are forced to entertain them by physically being here infront of the computers,doing our work.By doing that,we are giving them a whole lot of reasons to be overjoyed.Assholes.
I am so tired.So tired of everything.So tired of doing this project.So tired of thinking whenI could actually complete it.So tired of thinking what to do in life.So tired of thinking i'm a loser.So tired of taking everything so easily.
The only thing that can take my mind off things now is driving.Strangely though,I love the rush.I love the thought that i'm in control of everything.I love to be lost in my own thoughts when I'm driving.And sometimes I am not cautious of the road.But I love that adrenaline rush,when I step on the accelerator hard without thinking(i went 140 once).Maybe I should start living dangerously.Who knows,I might love it.

Oh i'm going for break now.
Yeay!