A friend in need,is a friend indeed

Friends are there when you are so high above,so in control of your life,so extremely happy but where are they when you are down and out,when you are on your knees emotionally unstable,begging for anyone to just come and give you a listening ear,I ask again where the fuck are they?

I am not generalising my friends here,but what hani mentioned in her blog is definitely true.I have quite a small amount of close friends and I love them to bits.What really bothered me is that this particular friend of mine.A friendship I cherish has soured over a short period of time,over that night I had no control of.Yes,truth be told,M,was there for me whenever i needed someone to pour my heart out,but does friendship really measure the amount of help that is given?
Does friendship mean that you can just ignore when they,for one night,become so uncivilised?
Does friendship really mean nothing at the end of the day?
Does friendship dictate all that?

M can tell me how M is always helping people,how M is always the middle person,and how heartless M can be.But for whatever reasons,M,should have never said those things in the blog.
It has brought me down so low,and it has just destroyed everything.

And,now,let me move on and just be contented with the fine little things that I have.
I have lost my faith in M,and that can never be retrieved.

Hani,thank you,for accompanying me yesterday.You cracked me up and I love you for all the times you made me laugh and see me for who I really am.
Thanks again for all that years of friendship, and nothing can ever beat that.